I have no words where to begin, But I'd like to say, I never wished to... It's been a while and you know that, more than me, more than my life, you watched me silently, sometimes I cried, sometimes I smiled... And all I could do is muster some courage, to come back to you and fill some life, trust me when I say I couldn't, I really couldn't myself, survive... For now, I do promise, I am going to stay for a bit more, Hey do not judge me, I never wished to, I never wished for... A small ode to my blog, a place where I always pour my heart, this year I am not sure why but I wrote on other platforms but couldn't take care of this home and I am guilty and I know it. Would you help?