I have some scary things I want to accomplish in 2026. I have been hiding behind time, tiredness, and work load to avoid writing. To avoid feeling. Actually I have let doom scrolling take over reading. I refuse to step out of my comfort zone. Goal is to change it in 2026. Been to dance classes. I don’t hate how I look most of the time. I take an effort with makeup. I didn’t hate myself and the way I look at many instances. I didn’t go to photos yet. But I am feeling okayish. I am scared that I will slide back. I just need to sustain it and feel the healing. I pulled out my note to try zentangles. It was fun. I need to write more – Medium and Ficition. It is all for the second half of 2026 so I have time. Then there is the move and how to fit it all in. Fingers crossed and I hope I continue moving onwards in 2026.